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on 15 November 2014

I am in my element when I’m creating whether that’s writing, singing, writing a song, listening to music, and on stage performing. These are my passions in life, things I do that make me feel whole and complete. I’m also in my element when I’m with my friends. Talking, laughing, enjoying a cup of tea and scrapbooking. I’ve been struggling as of late because I don’t have this in my life at the moment. I’ve moved and I’m starting out on a new journey so there’s always some growing pains when I do this. I’ve made a few friends but we’re in that “getting to know you stage,”and juggling our families, school activities, and households. I miss those carefree days when my sweet Mama friend and I would go shopping and end our adventure with a stop at Starbucks. Or when my spiritual friend and I would stay up late drinking wine and reading our angel cards. When I’m dancing with my sweet sisters of the dance, learning new routines, moves, and channeling my inner burlesque Goddess I’m in my element. When I’m around people I’m in my element. Not big crowds though they make me nervous and overwhelmed. I love to be around people to listen to, watch, and converse with. Lately I’ve been in protective mode and somewhat of a loner. I was surrounded by people last night when I was on a subway train going to the Fleetwood Mac concert. I was so excited, and also hypersensitive to my surroundings. Being on a crowded train as an empath, locked inside a metal tube speeding down the track had me definitely out of my element!!! I could hear the cacophony of their mixed voices, languages, and feel every vibration they were emitting. My astrological sign is Taurus ,the earth element so I’m grounded, balanced, and solid. I didn’t feel that way at all, in that moment on the subway train. So I turned to my writing and started furiously typing away trying to think, breathe, and ground myself. It helped me, then I zoned out and stared at this Garth Brooks poster in front of me. If your a fan he has a new CD out Man against the Machine released after a 13 year hiatus from country music. I love his music, his story telling, his wonderful energy as a person. Definitely a must have for my Christmas wish list. So while I was balancing myself out from all the energy swirling around me, I missed my stop!!! I started to panic and then I remembered my spiritual element and breathed new life into my purpose of getting to the concert!!! One thing I learned is the North bound train always goes back to where it came from, so then I got off on the proper stop. I arrived and followed a crowd of people towards the din of excitement emanating from the arena. I arrived breathless at my seat and looked all around me, I was so emotional I burst into tears. I was really there, even with my mistake in missing my stop, and I was happy. Then the music started playing, my beautiful sister and her sweet friend arrived,and I was back in my element. As the sweet sounds of The Chain filled the building and I was lost in my sensory pleasing feeling of their music. And I began to dance and feel all my cares just slip away into the ethers. What a magical experience, so happy I crossed that off my bucket list. ???

This has been my submission to Saturday Stream of Consciousness. The prompt was the word element. This is brought you by the lovely check out her thoughts and all the other blogger talent that link up. Big squeezes sent your way. ❤️



11 Responses to “Element”

  1. 80smetalman says:

    Hope you enjoyed the concert. Ah yes, “The Chain,” John McVie’s bass solo is my favourite bass line of all time.

    • jsackmom says:

      It was such an epic concert my dear friend you would’ve loved it!!! They have some UK dates coming up in June. Yes that powerful bass solo of his made my heart vibrate inside my chest. ?❤️?

      • 80smetalman says:

        I’ve seen an advert for them to play in Leeds but that’s a bit far for me. I’m hoping they will come a bit closer and I have the money with Christmas and all that.

        • jsackmom says:

          Oh yes, my geography of England is sparse at best. I must work on that as I’m surrounded by British actors in the pantomime I’m in. ? I do hope you get to see them live it’s an incredible show. ???

  2. natella111 says:

    It’s so amazing what you were writing about being in your element – I felt so connected to you because I feel exactly the same about close friends, large groups of people and creativity 🙂

    I’m glad you enjoyed the concert and sending lots of positive vibes and blessing your way! 🙂

  3. Sandi says:

    I didn’t realize this was stream-of-consciousness until the end; the style worked very well for the crowded train ride, stress of getting there, etc. I’m glad you arrived in time, met your party, and — most important — enjoyed the concert.

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