I need to find some patience, I had it in the pocket of my jeans but I can’t find it now. Maybe it fell out when I washed them last night. Such an existential thought thinking of patience as an object instead of a thing to covet. I need to find time for my laundry. It’s like the mountain is waiting to crash down on me and cover me in overwhelm. How do 2 adults, and 2 children go through so much clothes in a week? It baffles my mind, and I spend so much time in my laundry room I’ve installed a wine rack in there. I need to find more time to figure out WordPress. I decide to sign up with top Mommy bloggers just to test the waters out for my little blog. And as I was signing out the form it said copy and paste this as a widget and place it on the side bar. What? Honestly it’s like speaking Greek to me. So I spent some time customizing my blog changed a format here, add a color there, and try and find out what the hell a widget is. Of course I went into the forum and read some info, more Greek in my opinion. I’m just a simple gal, common, ordinary, who opens up my W app and starts writing. I know nothing about customizing but I think it looks ok. I changed my blog name to represent it to be more like me. I didn’t even know when I signed up for a WordPress account that jsack1 was going to be my original name. I’m too shy and afraid of ax murders to use my really name. Yes I know that’s a wee bit far fetched, but a concern all the same. So as my name changed, the way I want to be read should change too. Let me know what you think, give me advice etc, because I’m just like a toddler mixing colors of paint here. ? I need to keep searching and maybe I’ll find some more confidence to promote myself and blog more. I enjoy linkups and reading other blogs is one of my favourite past times. I need to find more time to write, sleep, eat, run, play, and discover that playful nature inside of me. I need to find my self worth and start looking inside for that joy, instead of outside of myself. I need to find what topic I was originally writing about jeans, patience, WP 101, self esteem?!! Welcome to the Saturday morning ramblings of my mind. ?

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Jeanine Lebsack

Writer, research assistant, podcaster, reiki healer, and a passionate advocate for neurodiversity. On my writing journey I’ve discovered a plethora of passions including writing, researching, entertaining through song and dance, with a desire to explore and create something transformational and healing. I believe in the sacred art of storytelling and that there’s power in the written and spoken word. Join me on my journey using the magic of words, music, and heart song. I believe we create ripples of energy that flow throughout the universe and by sharing our stories it creates change, positivity, and healing. Have a listen to my podcast on Spotify and Anchor at House of a Writer.

2 thoughts on “Find

  • 5 October 2014 at 2:18 am

    First of all, your blog looks good. Don’t try to do too much at once. Get one thing working before adding the next. It takes a while, but remember, people don’t come to see the stuff you put in the margins, they come to see what you’ve written.

    • 6 October 2014 at 8:43 am

      This is great advice John!!! Thank you so much. ?


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